Reading the last two blog that i had here.. make me realize it is actually such a big mistake of me to have my biggest concern about you. Reading the blog on how sorry i was to concern and worry how do i tell you that i am leaving.. is really such a big mistake..
After i left and after so many months and finally the reality is out.. Now it make me understand your messenger message should i leave or stay.. I always thought u are the innocent one and i felt so sorry bout you.. but unluckily.. I was wrong.. I was the fool again.. I just didnt realize u kept such a big secret behind.. and most importantly.. I take ur words so heavily and hold dearly that u mean it. But everything just throw to my face that u really really take me for granted...
What hurt me most.. not the politics or tactics that u ever use to survive in the office or your position.. but is the way u take granted of our friendship.. It really really hurts..
A person that highly engraved with friendship ever tag up with someone that take friendship is nothing but more of a tool to secure your own position...
I am even that fool to choose to believe you and ended up not believe my own superior.. protected u in front of my own superior that always stand by me and belief me... I choose to believe you rather than her... What a big fool!!! I am really wrong and u are the one that proof me wrong!!
Is really cruel of you this young lady... You tear off our friendship... for once and more!!!!
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