Dedicated to my true friends

“The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart.”

Out of the busy time

Everyone have their busy time.. Too eager into our works and our priorities with other things.. Neglected many of our close ones.. But once we slow down and have a look around us. We will found lotsa that we had lost.. and We will start to realize the importance of the lost and start appreciating..

I do not know.. but this three months when i am slowing down and dealing with a free an easy lifestyle.. i found i miss out a lots.. I saw lotsa things that have lost, the things i have neglected, i miss the peoples i have neglect and the change that i didnt realize. Besides me, i saw the reflection of others.. When peoples are busy with their works or things to do, busy with their priorities, we will slowly see the importance of time and the treasure of it..

Once a while, we should at least stop at the interception and look around, we may not realize how much we have lost until we slow down our movements and look around the pathway.

My dad is stronger than yours

An event that coincident join by me and friends in occasion of Father's Day at Sunway Lagoon organised by RedFm. A treasure hunt cum amazing race type of competition that participate by team of family members. Formation of a team by father (a must) mother, bros and sis and compete between each other families.. Out of 20 teams, there are 3 teams participate by my friends' families.. Wh and i didnt cause our families are not interested.. but Wh decided to give the others a surprise visit.

Besides giving a surprise visit, i guess both Wh and I have a great time there together.. It had been long ago we went to Sunway Lagoon.. And this time found sunway really change a lot.. the waterpark have been developed so well and expanded while the dry park had been smaller.. Both WH and I recall back our memories there very much. I jus remember we did went to Sunway together during our secondary school time when we are goin for Moffats or Westlife concert at the amphytheater.

That sunday we did enjoy ourselves with the rides, the suspension bridge and some join in session with the clue and the race with MS's families, ML's families and KY's families. But after all this do have a tired Sunday.. I guess our age does matter.. Just simply running up and downs.. and i ended up have muscle and body pain for two days..

Anyway, i guess the event ended up successfully and congrats to my friends' families that they did a great job and most important i am so happy for all of them to have a good time there with their families and enjoying the process of the competition. Although all of them had a tired day but they definately have a good memories along the day.

My dreams

Last night was feeling hot once again, not sleeping on my very comfortable bed but I rather prefer on the floor.. cause feel much more cooling..over the night not really have a good and tight sleep.. Cause I was rang up by mum call to unlock the doors for her middle of the night.. so I gotta drag myself all the way out of my bedroom and went down. After that, I was too tired to speak more, and I quickly drag myself back to my room and continue sleeping.. and it did…

And next I start dreaming.. The dream came and go pretty fast.. Jus a few seconds.. In the dream,,, I am back to the school time.. In my school uniforms.. CPRians school time… I dunno in the dream I am in which forms or which class.. But it pretty look like the form four or form five time.. And I do not see much peoples.. I first enter the class… It is the usual class arrangements of chairs and tables.. the two seats type of arrangement, the tradition type.. suddenly remind me of SAB class arrangement.. it is up to the students interest.. still remember those weird weird arrangement we make in lower forms.. and also some classes with curve table arrangements in the class.. well it is fun though and not so boring with those two seats tradition arrangements.. and the whole class jus as seem to have about 20+ pupils..

Well, I dream as the usual me.. never sitting still in the class cause I see myself running back to my seats from somewhere. And Cant remember who sat besides me.. erm.. look like ML and it is the corner and back seat at the left corner of the class.. and one rare thing was I didn’t met any old classmates in the dream even all my bestmates… I didn’t see any of them in the dream but I know they are there.. and only one person I see clearly and talk to in the dream.. and that’s Pei Shi.. she sat right behind me. And in the reality I had never been in the same class with her.. Even in form four and five, we are just neighbour classmate.. This dream make me think of her.. dunno what she had been doin recently.. I wonder.. After form five I have never seen her.. but she still call me once in a blue moon.. I remember.. but not now.. Hmm.. really a long time we didn’t keep in touch.. Dunno why will dream of her. Maybe it hinted that I should rang her up one day.

A very sweet and simple person impression that she gave me.. Someone who I not really close too.. but a very nice person who will walk with me and chats with me at the school compound when she realize that I am alone. Really such a nice friend that I miss… Hope you are doin fine out there.. and have a bright future….

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Come and Go

After reading her blog, make me feel like blogging this here. There are many moments people came in and out in our life. People came in our life unexpectedly; we go thru the moments in our life by knowing and meeting more and more peoples. Among the crowd, we may find peoples who are in the same channels, get along well with us, peoples who we can share a lot of things with, peoples we can talk to, peoples we can care and love, and be love unconditionally. When the time and place is right at the moment, we will be enjoying the moments we have with the peoples we meet, but once the moments past, it is the time that we are missing it and the heart feel so soury to think about it. We gotta learn to let go although this moments will be a difficult to go thru…. Especially when we need to bid farewell to those who is so kind and treating us so well.. and hardly to meet once in a while and again…

* New peoples are easy to meet but a true person is hardly to meet… Once in a while, we will realize that the old shoes fits better and much more comfortable, appreciate each of the person u have meet in your lifetime *

Hopes???

A day of tomorrow.. I pretty not sure.. Shall i go with hopes or not.. Sometimes i blame myself for not giving perfectly and not performing the best i am.. Interviews.. i really have gone to many recently.. from unknown company to these days multinational company.. From i have hopes till i am hopeless about food industry.. From i need someone to talk too till i have none. From a confidence person till i tell myself till i give up and tell myself stop believing.. From the hopes i have till one by one i found is diminish..

I am afraid of having hopes recently.. no matter in job hunting or anything.. Cause it seem that all my hopes dashed in every single thing.. and i am pretty upset.. Upset and upset again..

How much the heart feel, how much it has to be kept.. and these few days finally found the positive way to go thru this moments. Thinking more positively is the way i can to make myself feel much better.

I dunno what will happen tomorrow.. Can i still be as positive as today.. i wish i could.. Brand new day with brand new hopes!!!