Song of the day

Early morning.. not really in the mood to work..
But jus feel tired and not really have a big smile on face..
As usual start my routine.. pass through the area i hated the most..
and here the noise started.. Ignoring it is the best way.. and I did it..
No matter how much ppl tease and condemning .. i jus ignore and go my way..
And next the 20 minutes talk in boss room... And finally i am OUT..
the long face i have..
Straight down and head towards my office.. to get the peace i need..

And here the song lighted up the mood of the day.. At least heal some of the tension, frust and fire burning deep inside the heart....

Colleague was funny and make the room at least in a peace and a place to really laugh our heart out and cheer up each other..

He play a song.. i dunno who is the singer nor the song title.. but i gues it is a familiar song.. What make the situation better and caught off the stress feeling is the song lyrics and repeated as..
" O oh.. You in trouble...... bla bla bla" He keep on repeated the song and say it is my song.. cause i was jus in the situation of " O oh Puiyin in trouble" Of all the tensed.. I was relief and burst to laugh and smile.. Cant stand what my colleague doing.. but wat make me laugh even more.. after i settle down with my frust and concentrate with my work.. is his turn to be in trouble with boss.. and this tiem my time to keep on playing the song to him..

Of all the frustration it is good to have this song to light up and calm ourselves down.. and ended with a laughing environment.. Although the end is still need to face back to the reality but at least a break from it..

Past, Present, Future

Past, Present and Future..

Three different phrase of time that we wil have in our life.

PAst.. Whatever in past is past.. Will remain as memories in our mind. Days in our young years.. Days that we may not be mature enough to justify.. Regrets or proud that we have! Things that we might do or not do now. Memories tat we wil keep in written notes or pictures that buries deep down the heart.

Present... What we are doing at this moment.. Doing day by day.. Changing our mind now and then.

Future... The journey we looking ahead in our life. WE always have hopes and wish for future.. Thinking so much for it.. and hoping to get into what we wish and hope and trying hard to achieve what we want by being more and more hardworking..

Every now and then.. most of the time.. people keep looking back. Take a glance back what people had done in the past.. And planning and planning wat we need to do to achieve the future of what we want. The Present.. People always neglect the present.. Neglect the importance of the present.. by too concentrating on the past and future.. Present is actualy as importance as the past and the future.. Wat people goin thru presently.. Is wat people should concentrate and treasure the present though is sweet or bitter.

Weird dreams

Throughout the week, or after the frustating weeks. which get me having these dreams..
The first dream, is the early of the week.. i guess is somewhere tuesday or wednesday where i dream of a morning where i only wake up at 11+am.. Having a good time of brunch and chatting wit my grandma in the living room.. Suddenly i stare at the clock.. and It struck 12pm.. And m mind suddenly ring me up. I was like "Shit i forget to go to work today, today not Sunday but the normal working day. HOw come.. i was this late to work.. and not even my grandma wake me up or remind me that i was late to work.. i GEt a shocked... i didnt inform my GM and not even my colleague.. I get so anxious and asking myself what excuses i need to give my manager regarding my absence from work in the morning.." and towards all this worries.. i am finally awake from sleep and realize i was still on the bed in the midnite.

Then the same weeks.. few days ago.. i dream of i have resign from my current job.. and i am now working at other country, a new factory which also a food industry which is much more clean and more organise.. And i feel so thankful.. but I am so sad that i am a stranger there.. No one i know or even there to help or wanted to talk to me.. And i am wandering on the road dunno which direction i should go at the end of the dream.

REallly feeling so weird for having these kind of dreams in jus few days of the week.. Dunno whether this indicate how reluctant i am to wat today work.. or it is a pressure or it indicate how dislike i am with my current company.. REally no idea..

Unlucky week

Finally the unlucky week going to past...
This week seem so unlucky yet so bad luck..
All started in the early of the week, on the early morning of tues.. as usual going to work in my little car.. as usual the main road was busy with cars but not really jam but a smooth drive. Just turn out from the corner of my house to the main road, pass by the petrol station and driving in the left lane, there is always some driver like to stop half way in the road so sudden to drp off.. as Malaysian alwasy have this habit.. never doubt sometimes i does it too.. but this stupid driver really stupid.. She jus cant stop at the side wehre there is the bus stop but stop in the middle.. And of all the driver didnt put on the signal light earlier..

I was coming from the back.. suddenly saw the signal light from the front car and she stop. trying to go to the right lane to cut off.. but i cant cause the right lane car was so fast.. and i ahve no choice but make a stop to wait till the woman drop off.. and while waiting suddenly a 'BANG' from behind.. DAMn! my car was BANg to move forward and it is a big impact from the back.. I was shock and it was.. SHIT!! then i gotta move to the side a bit so that not blosking the road.. and.. here come "THE RECKLESS AND IRRESPONSIBLE DRIVER" THE STUPID WAJA JUS DRIVE OFF.. i havent manage to come down from my car and look at his plat number .. and he jus drive off.. HE REALLY SUCH AN IDIOT!

And of all.. i was in anger... and the front car quickly drive off as well when she saw the incident... I was like numb and really sad to see how irresponsible people is.. And when i see my car it is more sad.. to see the bumper drop off, injured, plat number broken and the site lamp broken. Mood really turn down and not in teh mood to work.. SMs my boss telling him i may take emergency half day off and will back after settle.. to my surprise he call me up and his conversation was 'WHERE ARE U?" For a normal people.. maybe they will not feel anything.. but for ppl who understand my boss well.. he call is actually to check am i really meet with accident or jus cheating.. cause he is a suspicious person who never believe ppl especialy when his workers take emergency leave.. he always teach his staff. whenever in emergency leave must ask wat happen and call to check is true or not. sigh!! Sigh who so free to create story like this... Hai.. so no mood to go back work geh that day.. But after sent car to mechanic, i still back to work to face that suspicious boss.. Aih!!!

Well.. there goes my unlucky Tues, then on Wed this time.. mum hit a car due his leg loose from the brake.. luckily it is jus mild hit.. and both car not injured.. and she jus get scolded from the opposite..

Thurs came... this time.. an accident happen again.. It strike my dad this time. Dad was driving his bus that afternoon making a turning.. and a stupid motorist try to speed up and cut off my dad.... but during the cornering where he have no place to turn adn lost balance fall down adn roll over at the road. Another irresponsible motorist.. he speed and drive so dangerous but he never thought of the young kid behind him.. When my dad saw the accident.. he stop adn other outsider first thought that he hit the motorist.. that stupid motorist also blame my dad for knocking him down.. when dad settle with him, outsider step in and scold my dad blaming him knowck the kid and yound man down.. My dad was so innocent.. but he jus feel so pityful to see the young kid bleeding and the motorist also hurt so badly.. so to make everything easier my dad jus gave them some money.. so that they can go see doctor. There is no pity for the mtorsit who drive so carelessly.. but to the young kid is really pity.. he roll over the road.. jus hope that he is ok and didnt have inner injury..

Thats why this is really an unlucky week.. i met with an accident following by my mum and then my dad.. What is this!! What an unlucky and bad week my family had!!! Wishing that all the bad go off and the goods in return!!

Blogging

I am back finally..

Really have been away for quite some time.. Away for some time.. and here i am back with many to blog.. Really have many things wish to blog.. but is really busy and no time for blogging or goes online..

Some how jus grab some little time to come in here and drop few words or do some blogging.. Buts!!! i am now yawning.. GOD.. Wat a day.. so sleepy at this time really unbelievable.. jus 8+pm. and i am so in need of bed.. Argh.. cant.. must struggle a bit.. or else it will be a miss..

Whoah..ah.. Aiks.. really really sleepy.. how come how come..!!!!