MMM

MMM-The orientation week for the new comer of the university. Went back to Uni recently and while waiting the other day, i saw a bunch of the new comers having the gaming session. It make me reflect back my MMM week past three years when i step in this uni. It should be a fun week.. but as for me its more of a nightmare. Dunno why but it jus seem like a dream and past... So fast threee years i spent in UKm and now is time to leave and grad!

It jus remind me of the day i check the internet. when i found myself getting the admission to UKM.. it is really joy.. but it is sad that one of my good friend cant manage to make it to national university.. It is really sad as for me i think that she is a very smart and intelligent person.. but how come such a person cant get a place to the uni.. at the meanwhile she is there with a few of us checking the admission status.. of all she is the only one cant get in. Therefore although we are happy but it turn to be gloomy..

Next is the time to get into the orientation week.. i was placed to stayed in KKM.. the biggest and and most far kolej at that moment.. from that kolej to my faculty by walking it need more than half an hour. dunno whether lucky or not, as when i first go in... i am sharing a room with a coursemate.. at that moment it is better than some other people as i dunno anyone there. so the life in the kolej jus begin with this coursemate. In the orientation week, not really having fun as dunno anyone there but jus my roommate.. and jus more of socialising with many people although u dun wish too.. then of course being fool by those seniors and facilitators. Running from the cafetaria to the room to change in 5 mins the first nite. I still remember my first night there, it jus feel so lonely and sad as u have no one close to u there or even someone u can really talk to. Jus all stranger around, and the first nite jus dunno why too emotional till i have tears. but luckily very fast i told myself.. to be strong and independent.. it is really time to learn and i manage to go thru it.. from there i try to tell myself to enjoy each day and soon the orientation week will past.. but really the orientation week sem so suffer.. i jus din feel any freedom.. and hated it. The perang dectar, sitting in cafetaria being lecture all the time and early morning a moral talk by the senior.. and making frens with people dun really treat u as friends.. the feeling is really bad.. Then the game session not fun at all... not as fun as what i saw the other day.. maybe because of the kolej is big and many occupants.. so din really get the fun of it.. Thats why, the orientation week seem to be a nightmare to me rather than a good experience.

After the orientation week, everything seem better as there are freedom. But seem that i jus know my roommate who is my coursemate.. so at that moment jus go everywhere with her.. my roommate was a study maniac... so most of the time she want me go library with her.. it is really bored for me.. but no choice.. and that first year really bored.. cause the group of frens i ahve there are the types of quiet and silent.. i mean hardly have fun with them.. not the same type person..

Therefore, MMM is the time u know new friends and choose the friends that u wan to get along with. But of course at that time that u dunno anyone it is good to have frens. although a hi and bye frens is also good.. as there is someone to keep u accompany when it is really bored or the time u have a lot of questions in our mind that u wish someone can provide some answers. But from what i saw the other day is a totally different situation.. where i saw those new comers is so happy and enjoying themselves.. It can always saw them with a smile on their face.. Maybe in a smaller kolej, it is more different and more esy to get close with people. But really glad to see those facilitator and so as the students was having so much fun at the carpark the other days...