Day by days

Time seem to be passing so fast..

And it is really fast...

Missing everything..

surroundings,environment and peoples..

*feelings*

VIva

After this final viva presentation i thought finally the big stone will be moved out but seem as the weight of the stone have be increased.. What a dull day of presentation.. Getting so frustated, speechless yet so sad... Frustated is because i feel the examiner is ridiculuos in some ways.. Speechless is in term of i dunno what to answer anymore as i guess it is useless to say much more!! Sad .. why i am sad.. it is not about i worry about my gred or because being accuse and scolded so innocently.. but is i dun understand.. why i have put so much efforts to do the best to satisfied and meet the requirements by my lec but in return and the outcomes is seem like what my lec require is not important at all but what the examiner wants seem to be more important... almost need to redo the whole thing..it seem that the earlier instruction that i had follow is useless what i have done earlier and seem like what i think is important in this research seem to be meaningless.. cause in the conclusion is not based on what it satisfied my supervisor.. Can feel so useless and not worth it to continue or put any more efforts on it.. but i have no choice but still need to continue to work it out.. I have no blame on my lecturer but i really suprise that she came to comfort me which make me burst to a few drops of tears after the presentation end.. My first time to have tears after a presentation.. Gosh!!! Even myself so surprise why i have tears.. really unbelievable!

Acceptance

Acceptance is the answer to all my problems today... I can find no serenity until I Accept that person, place, thing, or situations being exactly the way it is supposed to be at this moment.

We need to have great patient and true heart to learn what is acceptance.. What is the best acceptance... How we should learn to accept and give away.. Acceptance seem so importance as we din manage to accept what it is... therefore we may burden and keeping ourselves turning around the same matter.. turning in the same circle.. Until we get to accept.. we will soon find the open door.. and correct pathway to guide us out of the trap that we set for ourselves..

Although we trap ourselves and it is also us who seek the way out.. but we always din realize the trapped is created by us.. it is only when we learn to take things easily and we realize what really we need and what the acceptance we need, to keep on our appreciation!

You raise me up

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;

When troubles come and my heart burdened be;

Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,

Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up,

so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up,

to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up:

To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;

Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;

But when you come and I am filled with wonder,

Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up: To more than I can be.

~ originated by Josh Groban ~

A typical song at this moment. Many people by our side raising us up.. Parents raise us up to be a great human, have the correct moral values and the positive way of learning.... frens raise us up when we are downs and we went to the wrong pathway.. we have our companion raise us up in the future of our life for building and cherish a family together.. and lastly we have many unknown person who walk past our life and make us learn a lesson of the life and their experiences..

Emotion

Emotion seem to be so abstract..

Difficult to be predicted..

Being too emotionally..

Easily get influence...

Mood to be turn down..

Cheering up..

Is it that easy?

Our single days...

In every single days,

We may have many things happening around,

The things we hoped.. the things we wished never happened,

The things that will brings us happiness,

The things that brings us sorrow,

Things come and goes as we cant control,

What we can control??

Our emotion towards the happen...

Our thinking towards the happen...

And... finally our attitude towards the happen..

What we did in every single day,

May jus a small deed,

But it may mean a lot to someone...

Appreciating means a lot... to that someone so as us..

If we din manage to understand the importance of appreciating..

Regrets came..

Appreciate and look through the regrets that we have with a smile!!!

Start each day with a smile than with tears....